My First Sunshine

Out of the city

qqmm | 21 九月, 2011 23:26

Today, I will talk about my travel in Sichuan 2 weeks ago. Before this travel, I always followed my friend during the trip, and needn’t worry about anything, because she would do everything well. I just enjoy the fruits of hers without having toiled. This is the first time I make the travel plan myself. I indeed have so many special feelings to share with you. It can be recorded as the “milestone” in my travel diary.

First, why I traveled? Everyone will have his own reason. For me, I can tell you that I just want to go out of the city. I always have such feeling: If I stayed in the city for a long time, I would feel like I’m living in a little box. No matter where I look towards, there will be a wall in front of me not so far. It is always full of people and noises everywhere. That really made me so fretful. There seemed a strong voice inside: I want to jump out of the box! So I made a decision, I would go out, out of the city.

I took the first and the most important step: make the decision. Then determine the general route. Of course, for me, I need to ask my manager for the vacation. In that day he approved my request, I bought the air tickets. After these things done, I can’t regret.

Making a detailed plan is really not so easy for me, especially the first time. I searched for the information on internet all day long in that week, went to bed at 1 or 2 o’clock at night. Even when I lay down, I was still calculating the budget. It was hard, but exciting. Finally, my wonderful travel scheme was generated. It listed where I would visit every day, and how could I get there, which hotel I could stay at night, and how much money I should pay for them. I booked the bus tickets and hotel room as possible as I could. I also checked the weather of the places I would stay, prepared enough clothes and necessary articles of daily use.

The plan looked so perfect, but we all know that there is always a little problem in a plan. Just as expected, when I finished my tour in HuangLong, got to the passenger station of SongPan, I was told that the ticket from SongPan to MaErKang the next day had been sold out. So I had to change my schedule. The extra result was I went to HongYuan the next day, and visited a beautiful place -- Moon Gulf near there. After that day, on my way to XiaoJin, our bus stopped near MaErKang over 1 hour for some reason. Therefore, I got the chance to visit ZhuKeJiTuSiGuanZhai which is a beautiful village with special buildings. My plan was not perfect, but these accidents made it perfect.

I think I don't need so many words to describe the beauty of the scenery on my trip. The water in JiuZhai & HuangLong is so amazing. Even I had seen the pictures of them so many times before, I still marveled at its fantastic beauty. The prairie outside the bus window extends into the sky-line. The cloud is floating low in the air, it seems like you could touch them if you stretched your hand. The running rivers are leading your way tirelessly all the time. The cattle strolls beside the river, some of them just lies down for a sunbathe. The mountain with snow cap is watching you peacefully in the distance.  The whole world looks so harmony. Everything is just like what it should be. And me, I was hugging the world, I belonged to it, and I became a part of it.

The trip brought me not only the fantastic scenery. When I was in HuangLong, I met an old couple who were about 70 years old. They had been out for over half month on their trip. And they visited the most beautiful lake WuCaiChi which is located at an altitude of over 4000m. A student I met in a hostel near JiuZhai, he went to Tibet as a volunteer teacher in his winter vacation this year.  A girl who lived in SongPan, told me a story about the western restaurant opposite her store. The owner of that restaurant is a European woman. She went there for travel, and fell in love with a local guide during their adventure. She stayed there, and they got married. Now they have 3 beautiful half-blooded boys.

The last but the most precious gift I got from the trip is friendship. I met a girl when I arrived at JiuZhai. We found that we had been in the same bus, and we booked the same hostel. She even changed her travel plan later to follow me. There are so many common things about us. We have the similar hobbies. We live so closely in Beijing. Even my birthday is the same as her best friend's, and hers is the same day as my best friend's. We became good friends from then on. Another girl I met in SiGuNiang mountain, her first name is just the combination of my family name and first name. She just caught up with our bus when we stopped near MaErKang. What a marvelous world it is! Maybe that is the thing we called "destiny".

There are too many things I want to share. But the time is so limited... Only you go outside, you would have and understand these fantastic feelings. So, what are you still waiting for? Just jump out of the little box of the city, free your heart, it belongs to the wide world outside!

一颗妖怪之心

qqmm | 17 八月, 2011 23:24

北欧女神里有一个公主,被妖怪吞噬,最终被勇士杀死,困在妖怪身体里的公主灵魂终得释放。

人的心里住着一个妖怪,狂躁的挣扎,使人头痛欲裂想大声喊叫;

可是这人类的躯壳终究太坚硬,妖怪始终也逃不出。

不被压制,就被反噬。

谁又能左右谁

又下大雨了

qqmm | 14 八月, 2011 21:58

真好^_^

就喜欢听着噼呖啪啦的雨声睡觉~

好像恐怖小说

qqmm | 12 八月, 2011 13:35

走在一个奇妙而陌生的地方,幽静的绿色丛林,有一条蜿蜒的石子路伸向远方,石子组成图案。

渐渐地有一些石子变成了大些的圆形石块,石块上显现出一张张水墨画似的人脸,就像用笔轻轻点了几下形成的,两三个石块一组那么排列着。

我好奇地看着这些石块的图案,并沿路往前走去。我的身旁似有人陪伴,可是却不知是谁。

正走着,当我看到四个石块一组的图案时,突然在图案中出现了一个彩色的人像,貌似就是我身边的人。

一下子被吓到无以复加,睁开眼睛

还好,只是一个梦

 

哈7

qqmm | 10 八月, 2011 22:57

上周末看了哈7,回来后就开始继续搁置很久的英文版电子书,正在看5,很想看完书后,把电影从1-7看一遍,然后再把英文书看一遍。。。

这个计划是不是有点过于宏伟了?

之前的电影没有看过,书也只看到5,所以看哈7的时候情节有些脱节,这可能是我没有像网上那些多愁善感的青年一样在影院里流泪的一部分原因。

Harry真是越来越像大叔了,我总是说,他的五官还是那样,也还在原地,只是脸大了两圈。。。

Hermione的确是长成美人儿了,Ron还是一如既往的丑。。。

没想到伏地魔的演员是那么个帅大叔,如果让他来演斯内普就好了。

没想到斯内普小时候是那样一个小正太,怎么长大了也长残了呢。。。

没觉得Draco帅,金头发的瘦猴子一只。

Luna很可人儿,我喜欢,有点Phoebe的感觉。

死去的Dorbledore好像甘道夫。

越发觉得JK罗琳很强大了,很高兴我选择了英文原版的看。。。

8.9的大雨

qqmm | 10 八月, 2011 22:40

昨天北京又下大雨了,快下班的时候外面天昏地暗电闪雷鸣,并且迅速地下起了瓢泼大雨。

终于当雨小了些的时候,我踏上了回家的征程。之所以用“征程”,是因为昨天回家的过程实在太艰辛了。。。(一把辛酸泪)

在成府路口南等车就等了老半天,终于上了一辆不算特别拥挤的693,满心欢喜地想雨基本上停了,终于能回家了。

结果,车子越走越慢,等过了学知园的时候,简直比蜗牛还慢了。

学知园到马家沟两站间的距离,我站的已经不行了,当我看到附近的车站牌时,心中升起了一丝希望,心想到站了我就下车,我走回去!

可是,特么的693在这站不停啊!!!!

于是,我在公车上站了超过一个半小时,这最后一站地愣是走了将近一个小时!

期间,在交错而过的公交车上,我还看到了两个以前公司的同事。

还在一辆691上与同一个人对视了N次,两辆车一会儿超过一会儿落后的,最后一次忍不住笑了。

这是唯一一件觉得有趣的事儿了。

可惜现实并不总像小说,有趣的事儿不一定能常有。

不过,笑容总是个好东西。

轮回

qqmm | 02 八月, 2011 22:54

msn space -> nklog -> msn space -> other temporary place -> nklog

现在再次回到这里,发现这里已经变得荒凉,不似当日那般繁华。

当初为什么离开这里?宁愿忍受msn的龟速?因为msn space的变化可以实时反映在好友的msn状态栏,他们可以及时地关注到我,会给我写评论。这样我会觉得,是有一群朋友在关注着我的。我的某种心理得到了满足。那时大多记的流水帐,或者有时候胡言乱语地对某件事作些评论。可是,自己的心情很少去写,顶多写些极其隐晦的东西。因为不想被人看透心里的痛和脆弱,尤其不想被家人看到,以免她们胡思乱想。这就是利与弊。

现在已经没有什么心境去记流水帐了,觉得每天没有什么不同。以前,我早上坐一个小时的公交车,我的眼睛所见我的耳朵所听,都能成为记录的素材,每一篇都充满着新奇的快乐; 可是现在,我每天耳朵中塞着耳机,我没有兴趣听大街上公交里其它人的谈话,甚至看着窗外发呆,也不想观察车里的人。我对一切几乎都失去了兴趣。我的心情烦闷,无处渲泻。于是,我选择了已经没什么人烟的这里。因为,即使我在这里大声呼喊,也不会有人知道,也不会有人注意,现在的我,已经不需要人关注了。求什么关注呢?别人都很忙的。

我转了一个圈,又回到了这里。这里也不是家,我的文字也在流浪,有句有点矫情的话:

“如果心居无定所,那么到哪里都是流浪”

爱和成长——和莎莫的500天

qqmm | 01 八月, 2011 23:20

500 Days of Summer,不记得是哪里看到的这个片子的介绍,便找来看了看,觉得还不错。

Tom对Summer一见钟情,从第一眼就认为Summer就是他命中注定的女孩儿。可是Summer虽然和他相处的很快乐又开心,就像情侣一样,可是始终都不能确定对他的感觉。Summer不相信爱情。最后,就像所有的悲情故事一样,Summer还是离开了他。Tom感觉整个生活都被撕裂了,一切最初的美好都变成了憎恶,他不再相信爱情。当他再次见到Summer,以为能够再次挽回的时候,却发现Summer已为人妇。心碎。

当他们再次在公园的长椅上相遇,Tom告诉Summer,他曾经相信过的爱,命运,梦想,美好,其实都是谎言,都是假的,谁都不属于谁,很讽刺。而这是以前Summer的信仰。

Summer说:不。你知道吗,有一天我坐在咖啡厅里看着书,一个男生走过来问我关于作者的事情。现在他成了我丈夫。

Tom说,那挺巧的不是吗。我只是不明白,你说你不想成为任何人的女朋友,现在你是别人的太太。

Summer:那很神奇不是吗?如果我去了看电影呢?如果我没有在看那本书呢?如果我晚了十分钟到那家咖啡厅呢?……我相信了。我现在相信了。我每每想,Tom是对的。Tom,你是对的,只是。。我不是那个人。

Tom最后真诚地祝福了Summer。
而他也遇到了他的Autumn。

人生若只如初见,当事过境迁,爱情不再,原先爱慕的每个角落如今看来都令人厌恶,只是因为心中不能放下。一切都还是原来的样子,只是心发生了变化。

Summer因为Tom而相信了真爱,并找到了自己的幸福,她本不属于Tom;当Tom解开心中的结,他给了Summer真心的祝福,世界再次变得美好,夏天过后,收获的秋天就到了。

他爱了,然后成长了,他重新相信并懂得了爱,命运,梦想,美好。

曾经以为有不可原谅的人,当事过境迁才发现,原来没有什么事是不可以放下的。

当岁月沉淀,过滤掉那些悲伤,留下那些美好,毕竟那些快乐是真实存在过的。

做到这些,需要一颗宽容的心,和时间的流逝。

Keep Smiling

qqmm | 27 七月, 2011 23:14

When we pronounce the word "smile", we need to spread the lips, turn up the corners of the mouth. "SMILE". See? That is a smile, a kind of facial expression which usually shows pleasure or amusement.

When we see a beautiful flower, we smile; when we get the reward for our effort, we smile; when we see the guy we love, we smile; when we feel happy inside, we give out a smile naturally. Smile is an attitude toward the life. I would like to say "keep smiling", because it can do wonderful things.

Smile can bring happiness. When some guy smiles at you, you will have a good mood, right? Try to smile at other people even strangers, you will find that you may get a smile back at once. You need not to pay out anything but a smile, then you get the happiness, and you bring others happiness. Just imagine that, the smile you give out might be the only sunshine that stranger sees in that day. Smile is very cheap, but the happiness we get from it is priceless.

Everyone smiles in the same language. Smiling is something understood by everyone despite culture, race, or religion. It is a means of communicating emotions throughout the world. Even if two people speak different language, but they can read the smile on each other's face, which delivers the friendliness and warmth. Just be generous to keep smiling. One smile given out, double happiness generated.

Smile can enhance confidence and strength. Every time I stand on the stage, I feel so nervous. I may suddenly forget my words, then I feel my blood rush to my face and I become more nervous. But I found that if I show a smile in this situation, it would make me relax, and ease my tension a little. Especially when you smile back to me, that really give me great courage and strength. Then I would feel more confident, and my words come back.

Life is not always sweet. Maybe even full of frustrations. Give a smile to yourself when you feel bad. It can release your pressure, cool your anger, make you think rationally. Keep smiling, believe in yourself, hold your dream, face the difficulty. The world always looks brighter from behind a smile. Just remember tomorrow is another day! Meanwhile, please give other people smile and hand when they're in adversity. Your smile might lighten their dark life. 

Smile can bring health. I've heard that it takes seventeen muscles to smile, which involve the mouth, cheek and eyes. Maybe even more. The facial exercise can speed up our blood circulation, make us feel energetic. When a smile bursts into a laugh, it can also consume more energy, burn some calories. Maybe it's a easy way to keep slim.

Smile also makes people beautiful. We always smile when we take photoes. Why? Because we all know that we're more beautiful when we smile. The beautiful super star is alway smiling at you from the poster. We really don't need to go to a beauty salon for a facial massage. What we need is just smiling, it provides us an easy and happy way to give a massage to our face. When you do that, you will find that you look more beautiful and younger. That's why we have an old saying, "a smile can make you ten years younger."

Smile can bring more than these above. Smile is a kind of positive and optimistic attitude. It includes the love and tolerance to the life and world. It includes confidence, strength and a strong heart inside. Smiling is infectious, everyone can catch it like the flu just after one start. So, now, just spread your lips, turn up the corners of your mouth. Keep smiling, deliver the happiness and love, and make the world better.

窗外又下起了雨

qqmm | 26 七月, 2011 22:25

昨天的大雨着实让我们狼狈了一把,到公司后,大家都湿漉漉的。不禁羡慕那些在公司备有一套干净衣服的人。

今天的白天艳阳高照,空气格外干净。但是烈日下还是太晒了。

现在,外面又下起了雨,经过刚才的电闪雷鸣, 这会儿的雨还相当不小。

我又有了一种好心情,当下起雨,我的心就会小兴奋中带着一丝宁静。似乎这雨可以暂时冲刷我内心的浮躁,让我回归原始的喜乐。

希望明天早上醒来雨停了,可以呼吸干净清爽的空气,带着爽朗的心情踏出家门。